I apologise for not writing much here, I've been busy with schoolwork, photoshoots & I now have an allocated 2 hour time limit on the computer on Mondays to Thursdays since I failed 4 of my exams :( I failed Chemistry with a 3.5 (all the marks are out of 10, 0 being the worst & 10 being the best & 6 is the pass mark), History & Geography with 5 & Biology with a 4.5. I expected the marks that I got for Chemistry & Biology since they aren't my strong points but I didn't expect to fail History & Geography =/ Anyway, for English I got 7 or 7.5, I can't remember which xD, 6 in French, 6.5 in Maths, 6 in Physics & a 9 in German =] So out of 9 exams I passed 5, which is alright for me for this term but I know I've got to really put my head down & work hard if I want to pass this year & not be left behind :( 14 out of 22 students in my class were discussed at the school council meeting because they failed more than 2 subjects in the report (we get them next week, I hope I didn't do too badly *fingers crossed*).


Now for a little rant; don't you just hate it when people who you are friendly with aren't really friendly with you when you're with them in groups but outside of those groups they turn around & act like they're really good friends with you? I HATE it, I try my best to be a good friend & i just get all that thrown back in my face, it's upsetting. You think you know somebody so well, but in the end it turns out you don't know them all that well.
I'm a very vulnerable & emotional person who thinks way too much about the past & things I regret. I wish everything was the way it was when I was 12/13. to quote Zinzi: "I thought you were meant to become more confident as you grew up, not less."
There are days where I just want to give up on everything & not be little miss nice anymore. I'm confused & frustrated & i hate it. </end>

Anyway, on the subject of hard work, I've been busy with photoshoots these past 2 weeks, I'm beginning to get more friends to model for me which is great because I was getting sick of doing selfportraits & i need more experience with the photography side of photography as opposed to photographing & modelling at the same time =]

Here are some that I've posted on Flickr Click on the images to see them larger =]
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On another note I'm competing in 1topmodel, if you like my photos, please vote for me =]
I think that's all for today haha, I'll try & update more often though =]

Well the reason I haven't been too active here on LJ is that I was away for a week in France last week and I just haven't found anything worth writing about. But seeing as I've been away I might aswell write about what I did all week up until today =]